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so.. nearly a week in to the new year.. doesn't seem all that different to the last one. many people going on about how this is going to be the year, for what nobody seem exactly sure.

i have found myself making a large number of resolutions this time, which i have never done before. many centre around losing all the extra weight i seem to be collecting and generally being more active.
other than that i aim to knit a pair of socks at some point over the next 12 months, finish more of my projects.

take a class, dress making maybe.. or learn to play music (that might take a while)
and i want to find a new job.. that one has to go on hold until i pass my postgrad.
so at least start looking and actually apply for a couple.
applying is my biggest problem, but i have been offered some help in sorting out my cv.. so i'll have to jump on that.

looks like ben hasn't been offered to stay on at comet now christmas is over. so it is going to be a difficult time.
i can't afford to keep him any more and it causes so much stress.
he takes everything i say to be nagging about getting a job, but i end up in debt.
hopefully something will come up.