rah

i've been trying to think about what to do when i finish my post grad.
i know i can stay in my current job (mental health practitioner) - and after all the work i've put in to making it work there i probably should.
but i also don't think is what i want to do forever. i'm only 23, i don't want a job for life. and the progression up the ladder looks like it will take too long.

almost everyone who works there is much older than me and has been doing this for years and i don't want that... but i don't know what i do want either.

in other news i joined a gym.
just need to start going now....